Eureka…

I learned so much today after my youngest came in after having to walk home from school. Seems he has 3 days suspension, and a parent teacher meeting before alternative school starts Friday. He walked in like he owned the world, and started the normal, blah, blah, blah, then “oh, mom are you busy?” Wanders off as I continued with what I was doing. Then he walks back in with purple lights he found on the bottom of the closet after all the digging out Christmas lights the other day. Plugged them in, was excited cause he thought he had discovered something new. I told him there was the matching pair hanging over my book case. He walked into my room, plugged them in, and said “mom they’re not working”. I lost it, just a little, about my room, my stuff, me being busy, and why did he think getting in trouble at school, allowed him to walk in and bug me.
I walked in my room, checked the lights, found one loose, and ta dah, they worked. All the while I was talking to myself, that I could figure this out. I wanted to figure it out. I would figure it out. It was only showing up now, exactly where I last left it. Then I started playing cards and checking my bulletin board for any quote that would help me. All of a sudden, my mind calmed down, I heard “one card at a time” I remembered that hurry is fear, so I just kept playing, slowly, carefully, one card at a time. I suddenly found myself winning, each different game I opened, and being the fastest player, all with no effort. I was so jazzed, I did it, found the stuck point and calmed down.
I have evidently had the habit of getting rattled when someone barges in on me, and then I was use to just reacting. Now I think I moved my vibration to a new place, with this awareness of my past habits and a new way to get my focus back!
I love my life, I love asking for help, I love attracting the right answers, I love how the pieces keep coming together… I am so jazzed! Especially since I have been doing little bitty things about this for quite a while…
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About irfriske

Trainer, coach, teacher, parent, writer, exploring and sharing the connection through observation of what the Universe reflects back to us in our continuing education in living, loving, and enjoying life in interacting with horses, people, and animals.

Posted on December 7, 2011, in Change, Discovery, Fun, Success. Bookmark the permalink. Leave a comment.

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